The past few weeks have brought on a slew of emotions in me. Facing the possibility of losing my better half, issues at work a studio project that has grounded to a halt.
Everything went well with surgery. My wife is on the mend. We had hired a babysitter/nanny for our kids so I could return to work. At work I have that funny feeling that something is not right.
I feel like I am wasting time. Don't get me wrong I continue to do my job and do it well. But I keep thinking about how I can get my studio done. I have clients that are waiting on me. I feel like if I cant get this started I am gonna explode.
I was home with my kids last week and when i returned to work I cant stop thinking that if I worked for myself we would have a much better lifestyle as far as quality of life.
We are very humble people that live below our means so we don't take much to get by. An exciting time for our family is eating a home cooked dinner and playing out in the yard with the kids.
I need to do this. I need to do this now. I need to be with my family and my kids. I need to be on my own. I don't want to have the fear that someone can take away my income just because of there own reasons. If I am gonna do this NOW IS THE TIME!!!
Either way the SUCCESS or FAILURE will be on me...
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